GTD?

Procrastination should be a dirty word in my household, but like most households it's a dirty word repeated all the time.

My biggest problem is, on the one hand, having such high expectations of myself and on the other, having so many ideas huge in scope. It's exhausting getting a couple of sentences into some writing and having to stop because the voice in your head is nagging louder and louder that what you're writing is actually awful!

I have ideas like my opinions of things- let's call it my manifesto of madness. Then there is programming-  absolutely really definitely want to try my hands at developing an app for android.

It is just the process of learning that can be so painful. There is a certain aspect of laziness- but in the sense that I can't be bothered with the emotional effort of it, with the voice at the back of my head constantly telling me I can't do it!